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[12 Oct 2006|04:17pm] |
i woke up this morning and the lord called me.
i am going to be a cook in the army.
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[29 Sep 2006|05:44pm] |
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today was a sad day.
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[05 Sep 2006|07:46pm] |
I don't know if anyone knows this like Shuffles about me, but I don't read, talk about, or ever EVER have ANYTHING AT ALL to do with horoscopes. But, being depressed, it raining, having the new Creative Loafing with me, and being a virgo and its virgo time I think, I decided to read it. And no lie, this is what it said:
Virgo
"The Virgin"
(Aug.23- Sept.22)
Editors at the prestigious UK medical journal "Lancet" have called for the legalization of LSD and other psychedelic drugs. They're not envisioning a thousand totally buzzed freaks dancing at an outdoor festival, however. Rather, they want to make it possible for researchers to carefully explore the therapeutic benefits of altering conciousness. "The blanket ban on psychedelic drugs continues to hinder safe and controlled investigation of their potential benefits," they said. Be inspired by their example, Virgo. What taboo is it high time for you to break in a discerning way? What inhibition no longer serves you, even though at one time it might have kept you safe and sane? What conventional wisdom based on fear has infected you, preventing you from experimenting with exciting possibilities?
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Interesting was the first thought in my brain.
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[03 Sep 2006|03:58pm] |
"Don't cry shopgirl, don't cry."
"I wanted it to be you. I always wanted it to be you."
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[24 Aug 2006|04:06am] |
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gimme da loot, gimme da loot.
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[18 Jul 2006|06:32pm] |
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once again when it rains...it pours.
hahaha that line up there came up when i hit update on this computer. i am the only one who uses this shit so it was from me, hahahahaaha i wish i knew the date i wrote that.
it's still pouring hahahahha
anyway..life is a silly thing. silly ass shit always going on. i looked at my last entry in this shit and the comments made me laugh. in a much different way than most would think im sure.
bitches arent bothering me anymore, shits dumb.
i havent registered for classes yet, making me more and more worthless everyday.
shit is crazy. i have a 30 hour a week job and i feel like i never have time to do shit. i think its partly because i am lazy.
haha what the fuck do i write in this thing. i have never understood that.
i was with this kid last night, he was driving, dipped off 10th street and did some turns threw the car in park and walked into a random guys house. me and drew ran but the kid just walked out with a beer. it was fucking interesting.
i laugh a lot because there is this girl i know, she thought i really hated her but i didnt, i just wanted her to look like a slut. because she is.
and this shit is novelesque and why not, i dont give a shit, im sitting around with nothing to do. but i will this weekend. when i move the fuck out. and do what i want. with no one else.
and i will not boot her out. altough you are a good new friend of mine rebecca haha.
my bad ITS NOT BECAUSE I HATE YOU. and i cant wait to see failure to launch.
im done. take what you want, ill cry the rest away with my tears.
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| fuck you ben harper, i dont need to steal any kisses |
[04 Jun 2006|02:39pm] |
i have about a million acquaintences and maybe 7 actual really good friends, but i appreciate them
my roommate tom, in a weird fuckin sense, is one of those 7, go figure. he honestly is a good ass dude. no matter how many times i pissed on his car, spit in his soup, slapped him rick james style, ate his food, or talked mad ammounts of shit; and no matter how many times he pulled knives on me, drank my stolen gin, talked about how great of a nihilist he is (the man cares about a ton of shit, no matter what he says), sold out on his 3 day straight edge bonanza, his thoughts of no longer smoking pot, or the shit that happens with the ladies, we have somehow become really good friends.
the aquarium isnt big enough, fuck paying to go there.
a very good friend of mine, and amazing friend, mom, and woman, died this week. it was rough on me and my family. it opened my eyes to a ton of real shit and its scary. i love my family with everything i have, and i havent always been able to say that. sometimes it takes a shitty situation to bring people together and motivate them to bury their shit from the past.
there are some people i havent seen for a long time and may have some bad blood with now that i want to reconnect with.
i believe there are only a few rock n roll bands out there. the red hot chilli peppers and black crowes are two of them. and if they arent your cup of tea, i dont really care, i like the shit.
fuck the family foundation school. seriously, fuck that place hard.
and pools that are closed.
meghan...i love you.
(but not like i love your mom; i love you in a platonic way)
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[13 May 2006|03:50am] |
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the holiday freedom fest begins tonight at 11pm.
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[21 Apr 2006|08:39am] |
im at work right now, bored out of my mind. i made the mistake of drinking as much espresso as i could until i couldnt walk i had to shit so bad. anyways, im all wound up, low on sleep and high on caffiene, and i came across the warped tour lineup in creative loafing.
you know, maybe its the espresso, or the delirium from yesterday's events, but honestly, it made my fuckin day when i saw it, i cant wait now. last years lineup was absolutely terrible. here are some of the good ones i found, that really allowed my boat to become afloat.
nofx
rise against
anti flag
saves the day
against me
less than freakin jake!
bouncing souls
gym class heroes
alkaline trio
cartel
say anything
i need to buy some new shoes for this one.
afi is playing select dates, im not sure is atlanta is one, hopefully. and i cant forget about my favorite band ever: thursday.
i know i like different shit than most people, and these may not be the best bands in the world, but honestly, im gonna have some fun.
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| "you smoke the days last cigarette, remembering what she said" |
[09 Mar 2006|03:12am] |
here are some random quotes i want to come out of my mouth by the end of spring break....
"wow, this place is really clean. i love living here!"
"i had three meals today, delicious. oh and look at this, my shit is solid."
"deep down think i hate you, but there is something i dont want to lose. and there isnt much to you anymore so i dont know why i feel that way. i sure am an idiot though because ive done shit like this before, but this time i want to fuck everything up for you and teach you a lesson, make you emo for a few weeks. ha twat."
"thanks, but i dont need to bum a cigarette from you today, i have my own."
"holy shit! eddie vedder, its so good to meet you, i fuckin love pearl jam, you dont understand. will you let me dive off the tallest part of the venue tonight when you play evenflow?"
"thanks for the blow job babe. give me a call tomorrow, ill let you know what im doing. oh and tell your son i said hello."
"everything is finally gonna be okay."
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[12 Feb 2006|02:52pm] |
i honestly just sat here and thought conciously about what to write. what the fuck is wrong with me? All im gonna do is tell the truth about what is happening here right now.
I am sitting in my roommate Julian's room on the computer bc mine is fucked up listening to motown soungs as loud as they go yelling that matisyahu guys name in a sub saharan african accent like maaTEEEES yaHOOOO (just use the capital letters harder than the lower case and act like you are from tanzania) it is funny as shit.
anyways as i sat here and did that my roommate thomas walked in the room stoned beyond belief and stared at me doing this for, and i quote him "a good five minutes" in which i didnt notice. i then felt his vibe mid way through sugar pie honey bun, turned around and screamed like a little girl. i then proceeded to jump into julians bed and scream while tom just watched. he was too fucked up to laugh.
tom wlaked away and i began to laugh hysterically. i asked what he heard and he just smiled and said im not sure. then i cmae back to the computer and heard tom yell this, "this is boring lets go light something on fire!" all while he was balanced on the coffee table on one foot.
tom is on his way out the door to kroger now. im definately going to stay and listen to good ole marvin gaye.
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[07 Feb 2006|02:04am] |
i love this movie. fuck you if you dont like it. serisouly.
these last two weeks have been amazingly depressing and hard. i have gone from on top of the world to the bottom of hell, or the real equivilent. but in the end all that matters is if i keep fuckin going and dont jeopardize who i am for some bullshit around me.
and i also realized more than i have my whole life. everything has changed. and no its not drinking and drugs, eventhough that might make you feel better about yourself when you think that. i realized shit about me, the world, my "friends", my friends, and love.
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[28 Jan 2006|11:37pm] |
"eh, em, i kind of figured it would. i love you too. phil is typing what im saying on the fucking/damn computer. he's typing what i am saying. because he is sitting right next to me. eh. em. eh. em hm. oh yeah he has lukeimia. oh he has AIDS, i thought he had lukiema. oh yeah yeah yeah, he had a bad blood tranSfusion and he got, AIDS, oh yeah ok. uh oh you gotta talk to me later. really? yeah. right. yeah. em hm. i already did that today if you get what im saying (laughter). phil serisouly is typing everything im saying. me and you? why?he doesnt know that. he doesnt know that unless you tell him. ehhhhh. did he get dumped for real, for sure? be a dick. yeah. {yawn}...whatever. yeeaap. hahaha. who phil? no. hes just typing what i say. are you home. morgan what? em hm. doin the nasty. haaa. they probobly are. shes really horny she told me herself. yeah it does. thats exactly what it means. yeah sure, love you too. bye."
you're an asshole. hahahahahahha
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[25 Jan 2006|11:56pm] |
i havent done this in a while. i feel apathetic, and i doubt its the reason many people would think. i danced a bit too much with a lovely girl and she and i parted ways until a later time when my life may suit her better. she taught me something though: dont judge someone bc they dont share your values or beliefs, in the end its about happiness. its possible that i feel it comes differently in my life as opposed to yours. that doesnt mean i will see you differently or think less of you, just that no one is the same, and its the differences and variations that make everyone who they are and life more interesting.
all i know is dr. wood is the man. his class is awesome no matter how shitty the stuff we are discussing is. the past two classes dan and i had a smoke with him before class and he made fun of me the other day bc of my marlboro light 100's (so i brought red's today haha.)today we talked about bitches swallowing, how cool clinton was, and what "is" is. we found no answers for the "is" but we knew the truth about the first two.
p.s. its thought i missed something last night bc i was getting high, you are about as far off and wrong as it gets. too bad no one asked me about me. naturally assumptions arent always right. but hey how could you know without asking the person?
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[15 Dec 2005|04:13am] |
i have been up all night working on school shit. i decided to go outside in the freezing weather and have a cigarette and hopefully wake my ass back up. i have been writing for hours now about literature and meaning in life and art. i realized something that i had been thinking about for a really long time.
this is it:
i was freezing, tired, angry, and pretty damn hungry. i was shivering. i put the collar up on my jacket. i realized that the only reason i should pop the collar on anything is in an effort to keep my neck as well as myself warm. that was it. there is no other reason to do it, unless you are james dean and you were born to pop your collar. james dean is dead. i was cold. dont pop your fucking collar unless you are freezing or you are james fucking dean.
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[27 Nov 2005|06:29pm] |
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"everything thats right, don't stay right. and everything wrong just keeps gettin worse"
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[19 Nov 2005|06:54pm] |
Holy shnikes these have been some crazy ass two weekends. i can pretty much remember everything. i guess there are a few things i didnt remember but thats ok.
eric might move in with me.
i started drinking again.....and again
i lost my underwear last night. i dont know where one of my socks is and i have someone elses. i love say anything and the roots. hell i love everything, especially when i can sing as loud with my homie meghan. i was sitting with sam and eric and i told them that they make me feel so much better about myself just being around and they thought bc i thought i was better than them, not so much. i met this kid i call homeboy, he had a name and i forgot it. i looked at a girl and said i am sooo drunk, and you are sooo cute, can i kiss you? all i could hear adam say was im wang, nothing else and i dont think he actually said it once all night.
i am on top of the world.
i have been listening to a lot of 80s pop. some forced and some i truly love no matter what anyone says.
my roommates ate three pain killers when i got home today and told me how much hugs are good. i told them they shouldnt drink, and thomas said its ok we are drinking together. then he gave me a hug. haha crazy mother fuckers.
i also walked in and found dirty female underwear in our kitchen. no one knows where it came from...
i love my friends.
keep it fresh.
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| fuckin milwaukee (you know it) |
[24 Oct 2005|01:54am] |
sometimes i think people will hurt eventhough it was expected and they try to avoid what the outcome will be or think it will be different or by some stroke of luck or hope the inevitable wont occur. but in the end things get better and that shit only lasts for a short time however i think the the decisions made during those times are what matters in dealing with the shit and not having more than necessary to deal with. i dont know if that made sense, but i think this is what i was trying to say: shit sucks but not doing stupid shit because of feelings will keep friendships and other things intact instead of pushing them away.
i actually had a lot of fun at terror and bury your dead, it was pretty intense to say the least. i got to spend most of the time there with one of my best friends and it was well needed with the way i have been up and down here lately. i love my friends. i also love terror and i think bury your dead is fun as hell. especially when, as tomas said "their lead singer just sits down at the end and prepares for the worst" he definately fuckin does, that would have sucked to be in his position, but ill admit i enjoyed it and respected him for it. and the lead singer of terror is fuckin awesome. whatever...
this song i am listening to is fuckin awesome, depressing but amazing, you should listen to it all you 5 people that read this.
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[21 Oct 2005|01:01pm] |
im heading to tennessee right now. im pumped.
new york in a few weeks.
im just a fuckin man of the world.
my ipod fucked me in the tookus again, everytime i go out of town what the hell.
i dont give a fuck though.
Terror sunday night. i fuckin love them.
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| can you save us? |
[14 Oct 2005|02:09pm] |
cartel last night was so fucking awesome. from the moment they got on stage it was fuckin awesome. i mean i couldnt have changed anything to make it better. the rolling stones tonight. i really hope somehow i can see fall out boy tomorrow...i doubt it, but it would be awesome. i am still pumped about terror next weekend.
im gonna get one of those new ipods as soon as i can.
i almost set my face on fire last night. it was scary.
i need a job. but i dont want one at all.
gatlinburg should be fun if it happens.
i love my friends.
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